Get up and go, got up and went!
09:35:00
For the Past month or so I've been a little less than, shall we say enthusiastic.
I feel like I'm in a bit of a rut! don't get me wrong I love my life, always will, but its HARD I mean real hard. We went away for a family holiday at the beginning of October and since coming back everything has been a bit bluuurgh! surely holiday blues don't last this long right?!
but today, I had a moment of clarity! I'm very lucky to have a free membership at the gym across the road from my work, amazing right? and up until the holiday I was being good, going in my lunch breaks on my two days that I work but since then I haven't been able to churn up the encouragement to go until today and I actually feel amazing after going! I haven't been sleeping too well lately and I've probably gained a couple of unwanted pounds in the wrong places, the savings account should be looking more plump than me! so I gathered I would get into the swing of things again.
Don't get me wrong I don't think I have the worst body in all of mankind! but its not one id be parading down the high street in just a bikini! But its not one I'm particularity proud of either.As a woman and a mumma we all have our insecurities as do men, I personally think ray is 1000 times worse than me and he has absolutely no reason to worry! but I'm taking it upon myself to make a change! once and for all! no more comparing myself to the perfect bodies I see on instagram and just take charge of my own happiness. so this is a pledge to myself and to you guys that im going to stick to something and blow my own mind!
Maybe ill do monthly updates and post work outs and eating and how I fit it all in with mason! but for now, heres my starting point!
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